Thursday, October 16, 2014

Drifting apart

Letting it go

She has finally decided to let her wish go. No harm letting it go.  She would just let it go. Yes, let the frustration go. Yes, let the sadness go.  Yes, let the anger go.

She sees no point in sulking and crying.  Life is short any way.  If she can't get it now, it would always be later.  If she can't have it here, she might have it in the hereafter.  Her life is solely meant for the Almighty.  She feels very much better after talking to herself and confiding in Allah. Her course hands have never been held.  Her beautiful eyes have never been looked into.  Her cheeks have never been caressed.  Her shoulders have never been wrapped around. She was never offered shoulders for her to lean on. Her feelings was unheeded.  She knows she deserves more but she dares not complain.  Her happiness does not depend on people or things. Her goal is clear...she is aiming for Jannah - to live in paradise in the here after.  

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Thank you

Life has been very meaningful. At 46, I'm blessed. Alhamdulillah.
To all my family, friends, teachers, students and every one, thank you for the wonderful times we have shared and will continue to share. I love you all.

Thursday, September 25, 2014

A year older and wiser

Really grateful to the Almighty for all the blessings
Thankful for the air to breathe
Thankful for the shelter to stay
Thankful for the family to love and care
Thankful for obedient, loving and intelligent children
Thankful for responsible husband
Thankful for the work place to earn a living
Thankful for the friendship of the positive people around me
Thankful for the abundance of love and care I receive
Thankful for the time well spent
Thankful for the shoulders I could lean to cry on
Thankful for the health I get to enjoy
Thankful for the wealth shared
Thankful for the wisdom gained
Thankful for the peaceful land
Thankful for the respect and trust
Thankful for the success of the people I love and care
Thank you Allah
Another wish I pray and hope to be granted...
Please lead me and every one I love to the path of Your Jannah, Ya Allah.

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Planning to Istanbul 2

I have contacted several other agents, 2 based in Malaysia and 4 based in Istanbul.  The 2 travel agents based in Malaysia could not fulfil my requirements in terms of budget and private tour.  They could only offer me sit in coach which means I have to travel with other travellers (It would be a hassle for me since I am travelling with family and need to follow strictly the tour schedule).  Meanwhile, the other 2 travel agents based in Istanbul did not even reply my request for quotation. One more travel agent based in Istanbul gave me their quotation (more expensive) after I have paid the deposit to the agent I have finally chosen.

I have finally chosen  turkeytravelbazzar for the reasons below:

  1. They responded to my request promptly
  2. They answered all my questions (we corresponded through email a few times - just to clarify my doubts)
  3. They offered reasonable price - within the budget set by my big boss
  4. They fulfill my request to include Bursa in the tour and 1 day free and easy in Istanbul since they have 6 Days Istanbul Bursa Islamic tour package.
  5. The tour they arrange are all private tour
  6. They include the link to the hotel we are going to stay
Our itineray will be:

30.11.2014 Arrive in Istanbul and meet on arrival.Transfer to hotel.Free Day.Derwish Dance Show.Overnight in Istanbul.
01.12.2014 Breakfast and Islamic Old City Tour.Overnight in Istanbul.
02.12.2014 Breakfast and Bursa Day Tour.Overnight in Istanbul.
03.12.2014 Breakfast and Eyup Sultan & Bosphorus Cruise Tour.Overnight in Istanbul.
04.12.2014 Breakfast and Istanbul Shopping Tour.Overnight in Istanbul.
05.12.2014 Breakfast and check out.Transfer to airport according to your flight time.
Pick up & Drop off time : 09:00-17:00
Price and hotel quoted 
The price will be  1859 Euro in total  in Family Room.
Hotel will be Sokullupasa Hotel  or similar in Istanbul
What's Included;
*Arrival and departure airport transfers
*5 Nights Hotel in Istanbul
*All Private city tours mentioned by the itinerary
*Lunch on the tours
*Entrance fees to the various sites
*Professional Licensed English speaking tour guide
*All transportations in A/C non-smoking touristical vehicles
*Service charge
*Local taxes
Excluded; Dinner, Drinks at lunch, Tips
Their promise:
it will be a full package, so there is no other hidden cost.
The price for this package is for early booking.
You will have a good taste of Istanbul with us. We make all the arrangements, so you will just enjoy your time here.
Please feel free to ask any further questions. I will be glad to assist you more.
Person in charge
Mr Eray Tufek
Travel Bazaar Agency

Cankurtaran Mahallesi Mehmet Mimar Aga Cad. No:15/A Sultanahmet / Istanbul / TURKEY
Phone: +90212 518 68 21 - +90212 518 68 22
Fax: +90212 518 78 22

We have paid 859 euros as deposit and the balance 1000 euros will be paid once we reach Istanbul.
I really hope the trip will be a memorable one.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Planning Istanbul tour

I found this itinerary from the website with the link below.  I am now waiting for the quotation.

Option No 1

 Day 1 -Arrival to Istanbul (Breakfast-Lunch) 
 You wll meet our staff on arrival to Istanbul and drive to your hotel. 
Day 2- Full Day Istanbul Islamic Tour (Breakfast-Lunch)
After the breakfast at the hotel you will meet your guide  for a full day Islamic tour in Istanbul. Today you will be visiting world wide famous Blue Mosque (Sultan Ahmad Masjid), Ancient Hippodrome, Egyptian Obelisk, Grand Bazaar, Topkapi Palace the house of sacred heritage of Hazrat Muhammed (asv).
Today you will have a great lunch from Turkish Ottoman Cuisine in old city of Istabul.
After the tour you will be transferred back to your hotel.
Day 3-  Bursa Islamic Day Tour (Breakfast - Lunch)
Today you will meet your guide at the hotel and drive to Bursa for a daily guided tour in Bursa.
Full day tour in Bursa with all famous and Islamic visiting places lunch included.
Our daily Bursa tour from Istanbul is a perfectly arranged to see all important sites, cable car hike in Bursa and visit to the historical Silk Market. 
After the Bursa tour drive back to Istanbul and hotel for overnight. 
Day 4-  Eyyub Sultan & Bosphorus Cruise Tour (Breakfast - Lunch)
Today you will have the chance to see a different Islamic heritage which is not listed in regular Istanbul tours. We will drive to Eyyub Sultan Mosque where you will be visiting the famous Eyyub Sultan's Tomb, the great mosque, Pierre Lotti Hill and old Ottoman town.
After lunch you will join our Bosphorus cruise where you will see the city walls, Golden Horn, Maiden Tower, Ciragan Palace, Ottoman Mansions and other historical and naturel sites.
After the tour drive back to hotel. 
Day 5- Istanbukl Shopping Tour (Breakfast)
Today you will have a shopping tour at leisure. Our driver will transfer you to biggest shopping mall in Europa: Forum Istanbul Shopping Mall.Where you can also see a great aquarium and ice museum (the only one in Turkey).
Today lunch is not included.
After the shopping tour you will be transferred back to your hotel.
Day 6- End Of Istanbul  Islamic Package
Transfer to airport according your flight time. 

I emailed another Islamic tour package which offer similar itinerary
tour/islamic-package-tours/6-days-istanbul-bursa-islamic-tour-package.html and received a response.
 So far, this is the most reasonable tour that is within my targeted budget.  The price quoted is Euro1859
 for 4 of us inclusive of airport transfer, hotel, tour and tour guide, breakfast and lunch.

I requested another quotation from another website and still waiting for reply.

Option No 2
Istanbul Bursa & Cumalikizik

Day 01 : Istanbul Arrival 

Upon arrival to Istanbul Ataturk Airport & clearing customs, you will be met & accompanied during
 your transfer to the hotel. If time allows, you will have an orientation walk with one of our guides
 around Sultanahmet to get acquainted with the neighbourhood.

Day 02 : Istanbul
We will leave hotel in the morning to visit the spectacular Blue Mosque decorated with beautiful
17th century Iznik tiles. Then stroll around the historical Hippodrome where chariot races were
 once held. Continue with the Hagia Sophia, an early Christian church, later converted to a mosque
 under Ottoman rule. This magnificent temple now serving as a museum with all the artefacts from
 the Byzantine era intact & is especially famous for its mosaics. After lunch break, we continue
driving across the first Bosphorus Bridge & head for the summit of Camlica Hill, which offers
360° panoramic views of Istanbul overlooking the Sea of Marmara. Driving back to Europe over
the Bosphorus Bridge, we visit Dolmabahce Palace, with more than 340 rooms & eight Turkish
 Baths the imperial residence of the last six Sultans, is sure to fascinate its visitors.

Day 03 : Istanbul
Breakfast at hotel, then meet your guide at hotel lobby for a short drive to Spice Market, Egyptian
Bazaar heaped with various sweets & spices is one of the world’s largest spice bazaars since
1665. Soon after, we embark on the Bosphorus ferry for an unforgettable cruise along the
Bosphorus, the beautiful strait that divides Europe from Asia. Winding between green hills, it is
 lined with mosques, castles, 19th century mansions, picturesque villages & the extravagant
 baroque palaces of the late Ottoman Sultans. After lunch break, we will Topkapi Palace Museum
, the residence of the legendary Ottoman Sultans. It consists of several exhibition halls, such as
 the treasury, the porcelain section, armoury, holy relics. We will complete this historical day with
 a visit to the Grand Bazaar (Kapalicarsi). Return to hotel with evening at leisure.

Day 04 : Istanbul / Bursa
Early breakfast & check-out from hotel, we travel by ferry to Yalova, then by coach to the city of Bursa,
 the first capital of the Ottoman Empire & one of the greatest treasure houses of Islamic architecture.
We will first visit the Green Mosque & the neighbouring Green Mausoleum, both world-renowned for
their superb tile decoration, as well as the late 14th century Great Mosque & the Koza Han, which for
centuries was the center of Bursa's flourishing silk trade. After enjoying a leisurely cable car ride up
 the steep slopes of Mount Olympus, we drive to the historic village of Cumalikizik. This is one of the
best preserved Ottoman villages in Turkey with scores of picturesque houses built in the traditional
style. Lunch is at one of Bursa's most famous traditional Turkish restaurants, where we will enjoy the
finest authentic Ottoman cuisine in a historic setting, where Sultan Murat II once dined. You will be
dropped off at your hotel in Bursa for overnight stay.

Day 05 : Bursa / Istanbul 
Free day at leisure. Before leaving Bursa, experience one of the many famous Turkish Baths (Hamam)
 in Bursa. A Turkish Bat bath is a place, where physical & spiritual cleaning takes place & is hundreds
 of years old. Natural lighting & izonic colored tiles create a relaxing atmosphere. When entering to
Turkish bath, you leave all the hastiness of daily life outside, you exchange your clothes for a waistcloth
 & adorn the traditional clogs. Inside temperature reach up to 50 C under the central dome of the
 building. This heat & humidity opens the pores of body & extracts the fatty anoils of the body in
preparation for your scrub down & a massage by the attendant. After a gentle soap massage you
 leave the bath place with towels & pass to resting room. Here, tea is offered to you. You leave the
 Turkish Bath renewed, beautiful & refreshed. Check out & transfer to Istanbul (4hrs).

Day 06 : Istanbul Departure 
Depending on your flight time, check-out (12:00) from hotel & remainder of day will be at leisure
till your transfer to Istanbul Ataturk Airport for your homebound flight.

I found this useful tip from the same website

11 things you must do if you go to Turkey

Enjoy a Turkish Bath (Hamam) and relax.

Take a boat cruise on the Bosphorus (Istanbul).

Bargain for souvenirs in the Grand Bazaar or anywhere.

Sip tea and play backgammon at the local tea house.

Buy delicious sesame covered simit from a street vendor.

Catch a performance of the renowned Whirling Dervishes.

Say "Merhaba" (MER-huh-BA) (Hello) to locals.

Walk on a magic carpet and buy one if possible.

Take a ride on a dolmus (small minibuses).

Visit the barber for a haircut, shave or massage.

Watch folkloric dancing or a 'Mehter' parade live.

I contacted the website twice and still waiting for the quotation.

Friday, August 8, 2014

Japanese Cheese Cake

Kek Keju Jepun
Bahan2 :
7 keping cheddar cheese (kira-kira 28g satu slice)
200ml susu segar@susu cair
4 biji telur
75gm tepung naik sendiri
75gm butter
100gm gula halus
1/2 sudu teh cream of tartar
Cara Menyediakan :
1. Koyakan cheese kecil-kecil dan campurkan bersama susu.Masak dengan api perlahan..Kacau selalu.
2. Bila dah hancur masukkan butter sehingga cair, tutup api dan sejukkan.
3. Asingkan putih dan kuning telur di dalam bekas yang berlainan.
4. Pukul putih telur bersama gula dan cream of tatar sehingga kembang dan meringue(bertanduk).
5. Kemudian pukul kuning telur hingga kembang dan masukkan adunan cheese tadi (ditapis)
6. Masukkan tepung sedikit-sedikit serta kacau perlahan-lahan sehingga sebati.
7. Kemudian masukkan adunan putih telur tadi dan kaup balikkan adunan sampai sebati
8. Lapikkan loyang dan sapu dengan sedikit butter.
9. Letak loyang dalam bekas berisi air panas
10. Panaskan oven..boleh lah dibakar dalam 1 jam 30 minit atau mengikut kepanasan oven masing-masing

got it from fb.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Rice cooker cake

Thought of giving it a try soon.

Got the recipe from


  • 2 cups (300g) self-raising flour
  • 2 tbsp white sugar
  • 2 eggs, lightly beaten
  • 1 1/2 cups (375ml) milk


Step 1. Place flour, sugar and eggs into a bowl and whisk together while adding milk at a little at a time until all ingredients are incorporated.
Step 2. Pour cake mixture into the bowl of a rice cooker and set the rice cooker to cook. If you have an automatic rice cooker, you may need to push the button down 2-3 times until your cake is cooked.
Step 3. Cook until a skewer inserted into the cake comes out clean or the cake has a smooth, dry surface. This should take around 20-25 minutes.
Step 4. Slice and serve with berries and ice cream or maple syrup.

Monday, May 26, 2014

You can't have all

At times when you think things are not right and you could not do anything to make it right, you feel so hopeless. The least you could do is to make it right within yourself since it is within your control.  Of course you cannot live in a fantasy imagining beautiful things happening to you to reverse the negative effects to your mind, mood and actions ... but at least it helps you regain your strength and self control.

Since the world is only submission to Allah is very essential to embrace tranquility inside..
May Allah guide us in every step of our way. After all, we cannot have accepting the fact with a smile.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Taming the heart

When abundance of love and care went by unnoticed and not exchanged the intensity will be diluted and faded over time.  What is left would only be mere respect and sympathy.  It is not hard to show you care. A couple of pat on the shoulder or a couple of rub on the head would be more than enough to signal that your presence is a joy.  But of course that simple actions would be very difficult to do when love has never taken place.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014


Trivial matter... people may have said... Yeah it all starts with trivial matter... Most of the times we choose to ignore and hope the uneasy feelings would go away.  But when it recurs and continues to recur these trivial matters would accumulate and become big enough to blow your top. Every trivial things that coupes up inside becomes complicated to explain...  How do you define trivial anyway? Things that are trivial to you might not viewed the same by others...

When you regard something or some one to be important in your life you would want to be able to see or hold it/her  whenever you have the chance.  You would want her to be counted in every little thing of your life.  When you start to exclude her in situation that is or was once important in your life, she would get the signal and a gap starts to develop in between. Every trivial matter you created would make the gap wider.  Even if she tries so much to close the gap by doing things she would like you to do to her the gap won't disappear unless the effort is mutual.  Her repetitive frustrations will make her stop from trying to close the gap.  She will cease all efforts.  She would give in and create her own new circle of happiness. Over time her feelings will just turn numb...

Hope it won't be too late for any one to realise that he / she should take trivial matter seriously.... especially when it involves some one he /she thinks important in his/her life.

Thank you for the friendship

In many occasions, 
perplexed situations, 
emotional turbulence, 
instability of mind,
fragility of composure,

Thank you for offering shoulders to cry on...
Thank you for listening
Thank you for asking
Thank you for insisting
Thank you for respecting
Thank you for showing concern
Thank you for adding colours to life
Thank you for standing firm
Thank you for supporting
Thank you for understanding
Thank you for compromising
Thank you for forgiving
Thank you for advising
Thank you for keeping company
Thank you for helping
Thank you for giving
Thank you for looking
Thank you for treating
Thank you for making time
Thank you for liking
Thank you for caring
Thank you for loving
Thank you for missing
Thank you for praying
Thank you for doing all the extra effort
Thank you for sharing joy and happiness
Thank you for patting
Thank you for smiling
Thank you for just being there

Hugs and kisses
May Allah bless you all dear friends.

The space

Wonder if the space exists right from the start.  Probably it was only an assumption that the space is created. The hustle and bustle of life seemed to have portrayed an illusion that the space has ever been allocated. Now as time passes the space looks invisible.  The space has gone and a huge gap has replaced the space. The huge gap seems to grow larger although the players choose to ignore.

Mercy ya Allah...

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

The land of the long white clouds

I am truly blessed Alhamdulillah.  Flying to Auckland with my loved ones on business class made me thank Allah incessantly. Viewing the magnificent scenery before my eyes really made me feel so small as a servant of the All Mighty.
Here are some of the pictures.