Thursday, November 11, 2010

I did it my way by Frank Sinatra


Upon seeing him asking for more rice and topping it up with 2 slices of bread and then another slice, she asked him in a happy tone ... 'tasty?' He replied, "I'm just finishing the gravy". Fine! Her happy tone became flat "Owh". She consoled herself ... 'probably it is just too costly to compliment the chef '

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The beginning of a journey beyond.

Izzah's graduation. She is my sweet and adorable second daughter. We don't have a lot in common but I admire her guts. I pray that she would use her guts to fight for the best in her coming SPM.

In the USA Convocation is called commencement. It means the beginning. The beginning of journey of life after graduation. I pray that Izzah will carry her name well. Izzah means dignity and Farihah means happy. She'll be successful in her life with dignity and happiness. May Allah bless you always dear. I love you with all my heart and my whole life forever.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Long Rest

How I longing to have a very very long rest ... I was at the verge of tears ... feeling so hopeless ... I am tired of pleasing everybody around me ... as if what I have done always not good enough. Can I request for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong rest? I am just tired!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Government Servant

I don't know how and where to begin. People keep on fighting over me. Yes, I know I am an asset but that doesn't mean I should be a victim of a 'tug of war'. The funny thing is, I am required to take the initiative in writing the letter to appeal for a transfer. As being advised by my other half, anyone who really wants me badly, that person needs to fight over me. That person needs to write the letter requesting me to work under the so called department, not ME!. Why should I write?? I did not complain for I know I am in no position to demand for anything.

I am new to the institution. As a government servant, I follow orders given by my superiors. I can contribute my expertise to any department who came to me and asked for my help. I have never said no before so long it doesn't involve personal interest.

My current immediate boss has been very nice to me all this while. I don't have the heart to tell him that I want to leave the unit. He has agreed to let me teach my favourite subject for 6 hours next semester. What else do I want? He has been fair and I am truly blessed. So, my stand is, I will stay in my unit until the director orders me to transfer to the other department. I won't write the letter. Don't pressure me! Nobody has the right to force me to write the letter! Period!
I thank Allah for giving me the best career consultant for me to turn to -- My Other Half! :)

"Saya yang menurut perintah" GOT it?

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